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Whyyyyy??? *shaking fist at the sky*

I downloaded some new update I needed for my computer, and now...I can't get online. I just don't have the patience right now to upload everything again...mess around with my external modem...I just don't wanna!!!

JC is so much better. He was given a clean bill of health from the doctor. No permanent damage. The weight just dropped from my shoulders when the doc said that, and I think a lot of it finally dropped from JC's shoulders when he went out last night, and he went to revisit the "spot".

I've applied for two jobs in Austin. Both of which I really, really want. They'd both be working for the state. Not too thrilled at the thought of living in Austin, but I could always move to San Marcos or New Braunfels.

So, once again, until I get the computer up and running I'm going to have to rely on coming to my parent's house to use theirs. But, it works out better than it did before because I have to be looking for jobs everyday. I just can't believe that out of all the applications I've put in, I've only had three job interviews, and one job offer that I turned down. I mean back in May or June I put in 30-40 applications right off the bat...and ever since the beginning of July I've been putting in 5 a week at the least. But, I'll give it a little more time. I just redid my resume with my sister's help, and it looks so much better and more professional...I've only been circulating that one for about 2 weeks, so we'll see what happens.

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Jacq said…
I LOVE Austin. But I know how you feel about living in the city. I'd live there if I absolutely had to, but the cost of living always sucks.

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