I don't hear no old man snoring.

It's raining. I was wondering why it felt like I had been online forever, but it wasn't getting any lighter outside. Do you know what this does to my want of being productive? Am I the only one that would rather curl up in a blanket, in my freezing apartment, and read a good book when it's raining...maybe drinking some coffee? Probably not, but I AM probably one of the few people that would let that happen when there is work to be done! I mean I'm going to have to strike getting my car cleaned up off the list because nature couldn't control itself today. Or at least be kind to me. What to do? I do have half an hour before I NEED to hop in the shower, and then head over to JC's work. Oh, how I wish I could sit in the bar and eat a bowl of Southwest Chicken Chowder. That would make this rainy day perfect! Hmmm...maybe I will. Just a cup of it maybe...

Shit! This means I also have to strike off cleaning my patio! It is covered, but not that much, and wet leaves are a lot harder to sweep up! This is so typical. It really happens every time. I skip class, and then it never fails that I promise I will go everyday and I really really NEED to be there...then I actually do get sick or Gabby does, or something. So, I start psyching myself up to get stuff done...feel like I might actually do it...after putting it off forever...then it rains...and three things on my list get automatically taken off. Warn your children. This is what happens with a procrastinating mind...and what happens if you don't take care of your own issues...like depression.