-You go crazy girl! Look at me, I totally switched it up today. I went a little crazy. Instead of the usual Light Plain Cream Cheese I get on my morning bagel...You'll never believe this...I got Scallion Cream Cheese instead! Woo Hoo!
I am busy!!! I am tired!!! I am anxious, and afraid I'll never get anything done! But I did get a lot done yesterday. I applied for 5 more jobs. I've been doing about 5-7 a week. Not too shabby. I've still got two more days to complete everything. However, despite all the anciness and stuff...I have felt pretty great the last couple of days. I mean really great. I think I should start keeping a journal for "that time of the month" because after it's over with, I seem to feel great, and then I'm like, "Huh. I was really depressed for about two weeks there. That was probably what it was." So, that tells me I should still look into being medicated because you just can't spend two weeks depressed, two weeks super great. And I think it makes everyone I know go a little crazy, too.
My sister let me borrow the prettiest dress for one of the events during Jessica's Wedding Weekend Extravaganza. I'm so excited. I've gained a lot of weight, and I will be doing something more proactive about it. But for now, while I'm doing something about it, I can't really do anything about it, ya know? So, pretty is as pretty does. If I feel pretty who the hell cares what anyone else thinks I look like. And, I really like my bridesmaid dress. How many other bridesmaids have you actually heard say that? Thanks a bunch, Jessie! This might be our last formal event together...at least until I get married...IF I ever do. Want to see the past times we were formal together??
I am busy!!! I am tired!!! I am anxious, and afraid I'll never get anything done! But I did get a lot done yesterday. I applied for 5 more jobs. I've been doing about 5-7 a week. Not too shabby. I've still got two more days to complete everything. However, despite all the anciness and stuff...I have felt pretty great the last couple of days. I mean really great. I think I should start keeping a journal for "that time of the month" because after it's over with, I seem to feel great, and then I'm like, "Huh. I was really depressed for about two weeks there. That was probably what it was." So, that tells me I should still look into being medicated because you just can't spend two weeks depressed, two weeks super great. And I think it makes everyone I know go a little crazy, too.
My sister let me borrow the prettiest dress for one of the events during Jessica's Wedding Weekend Extravaganza. I'm so excited. I've gained a lot of weight, and I will be doing something more proactive about it. But for now, while I'm doing something about it, I can't really do anything about it, ya know? So, pretty is as pretty does. If I feel pretty who the hell cares what anyone else thinks I look like. And, I really like my bridesmaid dress. How many other bridesmaids have you actually heard say that? Thanks a bunch, Jessie! This might be our last formal event together...at least until I get married...IF I ever do. Want to see the past times we were formal together??
Homecoming 1994. Whoa! Look at Jessica's hair!!! Mine was just starting to grow out from the picture after this...
Prom 1993
Ok, not so formal, but we were cute! This must have been Summer 1994.
-Jessica, I just looked up my itinerary, and my layover is in Denver. Weird.
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