Veruca Salt is at it again!
Did you see that my man won last night?
Last night, Josh and I sat in my bed eating pasties from La Madeleine, watching the Golden Globes as I yelled at Gabby every 2.8 minutes (I feel really bad about that, I just want to kiss her all day to make up for it!). Josh really is the best girlfriend I could ever ask for!
My fantasy man may have won last night, but my real, unreal man is making me crazy! I think I got a little spoiled. Since Christmas I have had an email or a phone call from the AOC for like 5 days straight, and then maybe one day off. NOW . . . I haven't heard from him since Thursday. I know he was doing work stuff this weekend, and wasn't at home, but my brain just can't help analyzing and reanalyzing the whole situation. I am constantly thinking the worse. Everytime this happens I tell Josh that he doesn't like me, he hates me, he's never emailing me again . . . and then of course, he always does. Obsessive, and just plain weird, I know. BUT, what if that does happen? What if one day, like today, he really does just stop?
Did you see that my man won last night?
Last night, Josh and I sat in my bed eating pasties from La Madeleine, watching the Golden Globes as I yelled at Gabby every 2.8 minutes (I feel really bad about that, I just want to kiss her all day to make up for it!). Josh really is the best girlfriend I could ever ask for!
My fantasy man may have won last night, but my real, unreal man is making me crazy! I think I got a little spoiled. Since Christmas I have had an email or a phone call from the AOC for like 5 days straight, and then maybe one day off. NOW . . . I haven't heard from him since Thursday. I know he was doing work stuff this weekend, and wasn't at home, but my brain just can't help analyzing and reanalyzing the whole situation. I am constantly thinking the worse. Everytime this happens I tell Josh that he doesn't like me, he hates me, he's never emailing me again . . . and then of course, he always does. Obsessive, and just plain weird, I know. BUT, what if that does happen? What if one day, like today, he really does just stop?
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