Dysfunction Suits Me

Happy, Happy New Year to Me!

I just left my apartment. I was going to my mom's to take my sister to the airport. My car died . . . AGAIN!!! I can't believe this. I hope this is not some sign of what the year to come will be like.

Update on AOC: (Here you go, K!) I have received really great, really sweet emails all weekend long. BUT . . . for the moment . . . until we actually meet . . . I'm just kind of over it . . . well, I'm not, but I've definitely reached my plateau of email and IM conversations. More phone conversations would be good, but I'm just ready for this meeting to happen. The last time he mentioned something about it, like um, two days ago, he just said, "I still believe we have met because we have a strong connection, and I don't know how/when we'll meet in the flesh, but just know that it will happen." Does this sound like he's blowing me off or what? I know he has lots planned for this month . . . I really want this man, I really want to meet this man, I really want the chance to see where this could go . . . but I'm not that much of a glutton for punishment.

I'm starving. I have no car. Josh is at work. I am so about to cry my eyes out!!!

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