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Hmmm...

So, guess who, of course, was at the Sanctuary tonight? You guessed it...JC himself...the first time we've seen each other in like 3 weeks...we only had one moment where we had to walk past each other on a flight of stairs when he first got there, and we made a split second of eye contact...and guess who's okay? Some where down deep inside...I'm a little hurt...I miss him, and it hurts my pride that we couldn't even be in the same room without completely divereting our eyes from each other...but...I found out tonight...that I'm a little disenchanted with the whole thing...

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Jessiedc28 said…
So did you smile at each other or did you just act like you didn't know one another?
9:36 AM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
We ran into each other in the worst way. I got there first and had been hanging out for a while thinking maybe I got lucky and he wouldn't show up at all. Then, Andrea and I were walking down the stairs and he was walking up them. He hugged Andrea, and there was this really tall blonde girl in front of me, so he didn't see me yet, and then we had to walk right past each other...I looked up and he looked me right in the eye with this weird confused, hurt, I don't know what look...and that was it...neither one of us said hi or anything, and then avoided each other for the rest of the night. He left right after the show to go to a different bar because he "just couldn't be there"...and that was that.
10:26 AM
Jessiedc28 said…
Huh...well...interesting.
10:55 AM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
Yea, real interesting...I just can't believe how "okay" I was. It was great. I mean, sure, my hands and legs were shaking a little bit right after I saw him, but it was ok after that...kind of weird, but ok for me...not for him I guess...but that's my next blog...
11:44 PM
Jacq said…
Liz, that just goes to show you how resilient you truly are. He was probably cowering in a corner after seeing how HOT you looked!!! And, unbroken... The best revenge is to look good and pulled together emotionally. Not like the entire thing broke you, you know?
7:57 AM
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