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Things aren't good

My whole life as I have known it for the last few months came crashing down right before my eyes just a few hours after my last post. I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. I woke up around 4 this morning, and now I can't go back to sleep, but I have to be up in a couple of hours. It's so cold in my apartment, and I can't get the heater to come back on. Tonight I guess I am comforted by the fact that Gabby still sleeps with me. She's like her own little heater, and has kept me warm. I don't know how long I will be gone from here, but the tonsils come out tomorrow, and then I will be at my parents. Have a great weekend!

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What the hell happened? I hope you're okay! I just got all caught up on your blog...I've been out of the loop since last week...
Jess...I sent you an email, and I will do the same for any of the same questions, but I just don't feel comfortable talking about it on my blog...
Marissa said…
Hope that you're doing okay.
Thanks Marissa...I wish I was...

I said something about sending an email, but never put up the address!!! gara_tx23@yahoo.com...I'm just not thinking straight!
I got your email, Liz, and am planning on answering today! You're in my thoughts and I also hope the surgery went well!!!

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