Wow! I've been blogging a lot lately. Probably as much as I used to when I first started this thing. Add the blogs here in with the ones I've been doing over at MySpace, and I've written a novel. I suck so bad at expressing myself, and I think I've been trying really hard to get some pent up stuff out, and it just never comes out right, so I just go on, and on, and on...
I think it was like the 2nd or 3rd month into mine and JC's relationship when he mentioned something about the 6 month mark being the time when you can see if a relationship has any staying power or not. He said at that time that it already felt like it had been six months at that point. I guess so...we were already talking about "forever" pretty darn close to the beginning of this relationship. Neither one of us have experienced something so intense before. Now, the 6 month marker is actually coming up. I guess it's like anything..."if you haven't worn it in 6 months get rid of it"...even with any doubts that I might occassionally have...I don't think I'm getting rid of him. Especially with as hard as he's been trying. He got a second job, and is working really hard to make this work...and if he still wants to put up with someone like me, I guess it's damn time I started believing in him and myself, and us.
Whatever, I'm in pretty good spirits tonight. Except that my parenting patience is on it's last limb. I can't take the crying and whining tonight! It's driving me insane! It's times like this I wish I really had help!
I think it was like the 2nd or 3rd month into mine and JC's relationship when he mentioned something about the 6 month mark being the time when you can see if a relationship has any staying power or not. He said at that time that it already felt like it had been six months at that point. I guess so...we were already talking about "forever" pretty darn close to the beginning of this relationship. Neither one of us have experienced something so intense before. Now, the 6 month marker is actually coming up. I guess it's like anything..."if you haven't worn it in 6 months get rid of it"...even with any doubts that I might occassionally have...I don't think I'm getting rid of him. Especially with as hard as he's been trying. He got a second job, and is working really hard to make this work...and if he still wants to put up with someone like me, I guess it's damn time I started believing in him and myself, and us.
Whatever, I'm in pretty good spirits tonight. Except that my parenting patience is on it's last limb. I can't take the crying and whining tonight! It's driving me insane! It's times like this I wish I really had help!
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