I'm over at my parent's. Gabby went to church with Mom and Dad. I'm waiting for my sister to get here. I need to wrap one more present for Gabby...I'm licking all the left over homemade carrot cake frosting out of the bowl. JC left me, and is in Dallas. Miss him. I'm leaving on the 26th to drive out there.
JC and I went out a lot the last couple of days. His little brother was in town, and we met up with him a couple of times. I don't know what the hell was wrong with me this week, but I definitely didn't behave as I normally would. I said things I shouldn't have, I acted in ways I shouldn't have (don't get any dirty thoughts...it wasn't that kind of "acting"!). I slept wrong the other night, and I've had this "kink" in my neck, so I've been self medicating with LOTS of pain pills...and that probably wasn't such a good reaction maker when I was drinking. I mean I was rude to people that I really like, and have no business being rude to. I did learn something though. Something about trusting my gut instincts. I will never again compromise how I feel when I am truly believing in my self, and what I think is right.
So, anyway, I don't have a lot to say. I think I just really want to go smoke a cigarette before my mom gets back.
Rain, rain go away...you're messing up my hair!
JC and I went out a lot the last couple of days. His little brother was in town, and we met up with him a couple of times. I don't know what the hell was wrong with me this week, but I definitely didn't behave as I normally would. I said things I shouldn't have, I acted in ways I shouldn't have (don't get any dirty thoughts...it wasn't that kind of "acting"!). I slept wrong the other night, and I've had this "kink" in my neck, so I've been self medicating with LOTS of pain pills...and that probably wasn't such a good reaction maker when I was drinking. I mean I was rude to people that I really like, and have no business being rude to. I did learn something though. Something about trusting my gut instincts. I will never again compromise how I feel when I am truly believing in my self, and what I think is right.
So, anyway, I don't have a lot to say. I think I just really want to go smoke a cigarette before my mom gets back.
Rain, rain go away...you're messing up my hair!
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