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Back to the Future

I think about the past alot. I always have, but recently I've been thinking about it in a different light. I usually think about the past in a longing way. Wanting to go back to times when things were different in some way...or missing people...or the usual. But lately I've really been thinking about how my past relates to my present and my future. Which I guess is the more healthy way to think of it. So, if some of my blogs are about things from the past, and it's boring, I apologize up front. I'm hoping that eventually my past is going to catch up with my present, and put me a better place...if that makes any sense.

But, once again, my dad is wanting his computer back pretty quick. So...more to come...at my new home.

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Jessiedc28 said…
Remember! Two steps forward NOT three steps back!
Anonymous said…
Sometimes looking at the past can be comforting or reassuring that you're right where you're supposed to be. Your past made you who you are today-every minute of it, the good, the bad and the ugly! And you're pretty incredible today-just think of what these yesterday's will bring to the you of tomorrow!!! (deep I know-ya gotta love me!) :)
stephanie said…
well said schwenk. i agree.

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