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"Get Your A** Down Here!"

Ok, great...I started this...and now, I have sat here for 5 minutes! I thought I had something to say!

Things are going so much better. Lots going on, still have that overwhelmed, hectic feeling, but yesterday...I was so proud of myself...I had lots to do, got them done, and the stuff that I need to get done, but I knew couldn't be done yesterday?...Instead of doing the usual freak out I just told myself not to worry about it until tomorrow (today). And ya know what? It works. Only worry about what you can get done for one day...one day at a time...this works so much better!!! Why didn't I think of this before!!!???

Things are going so much better with the "adventurous, online crush" (AOC) as well!!! OMG!!! A little over a week and I will be face-to-face with him!!! I really thought I would be nervous, and I probably will be on the day he gets here, but for now, I'm so freakin' excited...couldn't sleep last night...I just want him to be here now...ok, wait...maybe the two weeks are good...I can get another 5-10lbs. off by then??? Speaking of which...I'm stalling on doing cardio today...

I'm in such a good mood, maybe I'll actually think about putting up the Christmas tree...uh...hmmm...nope...nevermind...not doing that today...

Comments

Jammie J. said…
yeah, trying to stay in the moment (or the day) is helpful for me too. i realize too late (when I start to stress) that i've been jumping ahead and clumping weeks, maybe even years together in my head. gah!
2:34 PM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
Ugh!!! Me too!!! Monday and Tuesday I did great!!! So, much to do, and so much accomplished...then yesterday???? I slept for 4 hours...hmmm...that wasn't on the agenda!!!
8:42 AM
Kaycee said…
Your brain just needed a nap so that it could empty out all the "future stressors" you had been holding onto!
11:53 AM
Jessiedc28 said…
I've said this before but I'm nervous for you.
12:43 PM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
Why in the world are you nervous for me?
1:45 PM
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