Yep...he really did, and then he had the nerve to actually go to Gabby's birthday celebration and sit there in fron tof my family and Gabby and act like nothing was going on. It was someone from work. So, needless to say we're not going to be together anymore. I am hurt, but mostly I'm in shock, and very, very, very angry. And a little part relieved. All the times I knew this wasn't going to work, or every doubt I had, or all the time I wasn't happy...Now I get to start a whole new life with my new job and my daughter.
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I have a huge crush. I have a huge crush on a man I've never met in person. I have a huge crush on a man who does things that are very cool. Yesterday in the mail I got the book that he sent me...the book that he wrote...a book about all of his travels and adventures. The more I read this book, the less confident I start to feel about this being a possible "match". I have no idea what I can offer this older, more sophisticated, more worldly man. The biggest adventures in my life are grappling with 18-year old freshmen for a parking space at school, finishing a set of push-ups and pull-ups at the gym, or wrestling my daughter to the ground for a bath. Maybe I can teach him all about Sponge-Bob Square Pants?
This is again one of those times where things seem too good to be true. The emails we send back and forth would suggest that there is a great interest and curiosity on both sides, and that something really good could possibly come from this!!! His ...
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