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Is it too late to take a nap?

It's 1145 am. I just got home. I haven't slept yet. I just finished eating a bagel and drinking a Diet Coke. I'm not sure if I should try to get in some sleep, and then get up and clean, or if I should just get on with the cleaning and pass out later. I'm not really sleepy right now. I just hae that delirious-my-mind-is-moving-very-slow feeling. What an absolutely amazing night I had! I went out with my friend Andrea from the BullBlaster night (Sunday Morning Hungover Hat Fun post). We went to this place Sam's Burger Joint and watched some local bands. And then Andrea went home, and I spent the rest of the night with some of her friend's at their apartment. Remember the guy with the chipped tooth from that same post? He is killer awesome . . . . I mean fucing awesome . . . . and cute . . . . and amazing . . . . and I'm wondering if I'm just feeling really lonely and ready to latch onto the first person that's been unbelieveably amazing to me in the last year and half that I've been single. Seeing them again tonight. Can't wait!

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