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Between Facebook and Myspace and here...I never feel like I have time to catch up with everyone. I get over here and have to read 500 blogs that I've missed because I haven't even logged in in forever.

I've had a nasty head cold/allergies/or something since last Monday. But I think I'm starting to feel a little better.

I had an MRI does this week on my rotator cuff. I've been having the same kind of pain in my shoulder/arm/neck that I used to get when I worked at the IRS...which was diagnosed as Impingement Syndrome and hurt like a mother effer. So, it was time to go see my Orthopedic Specialist again. He wants to make sure I haven't actually torn my rotator cuff and my old MRI's were like 5 years old. I have the follow up on Tuesday to see what the pain is from and what I'm going to do about it.

I had another couple of appointments with my new psychologist...and after a bunch of tests, he thinks it is beyond a doubt that I have adult A.D.D. He thinks that basically all my anxiety and depressive states are caused by it. Because I'm never constantly depressed. It changes all the time. He said I get so anxious and frustrated and can't control it that it send me into depressive modes. So, on Monday I go to see my old phychiatrist, and the plan of action is for me to take medication for A.D.D. instead of anti-anxiety and anti-depression medication. I've tried lots of those before, and they don't do a whole lot. So, this is pretty much all new territory. I'm a little nervous, but a little excited. My mom has been saying on and off for years that she's thought I had A.D.D. since I was in high school...but she's never done anything about it??? I'm trying not be angry about that.

P-Dub is sick too. I took Gabby to the pool yesterday for an hour or so. Then he came over. We all went to my parent's for a minute, grabbed some lunch, went shopping at Old Navy for summer clothes for Gabby. And then he and I laid around watching TV, trying not to be sick. Gabby played outside.

Today is another glorious sunny day, and as soon as I can get up and about...get rid of my headache...I'm going to get a bagel and coffee...and then we're going out to the pool agan. Although I'm sure I'm already too damn dark as it is.

June is coming soon and Gabby has 4 days left of school. She'll be spending 2 weeks at her dad's in June and then she's going to Arizona and Colorado with my parent's for 2 weeks. They will all be gone for my birthday. 32. Holy crap!

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