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Am I Going To Die?

I just got stung for the first time ever by a wasp . . . So far so good . . . I can still breathe, I haven't swelled up like a balloon, yet . . . But it hurts and itches like crazy!!!

It's almost the end of the semester and I am completely swamped! Two projects, two papers, and three finals, all in the next 3 weeks . . . Somehow I'll handle it. I've actually all of sudden "woken up" where school is concerned. I've been in such a daze for like the last 7 or 8 months. The AOC has changed my life as I knew it . . . in good and bad ways!!! Bad because he takes up too much of my thoughts . . . and I need all the brain capacity that I can get!!!

Somehow, after years of barely even talking to anyone at work, and only a couple of years of actually being a little more friendly with my co-workers, I seem to have been sucked up in "office politics" and I HATE it! I used to really like going to work . . . now I just want to quit!! It still really amazes me how nasty and catty women can be. I've had very few close women friends in my life, and I'm not really sure if that's kind of by subconcious choice, or if I'm not delusional and women just really don't like me! I just don't get it!

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Kaycee said…
Your a beautiful woman and women are threatened by that. That's all it is. Petty jealousy. It happens in every office and working enviornment. Trust me. I have been through this at every job. Hang in there.
7:54 AM
Kaycee said…
hows the hampster?
10:25 AM
Jessiedc28 said…
How is that hamster..
11:38 AM
Toothbrush Barbie said…
does your hamster hoard food in his mouth and not eat it? thats a bad sign. i am sfeedish, you know.
4:05 PM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
I'm not sure how he's doing. He just sleeps all day. I'm pretty sure he doesn't get up at night either. His breathing is really shallow unless you open the cage and then he looks up and breathes harder. He hasn't eaten or drank anything as far as I can tell. I read that they can go into hibernation mode if their "cold", but my apt isn't any colder than usual...I'm gonna see if he maybe wants to get in his ball here in a minute...
5:33 PM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
The ball went well. He's been a little more active, but not that much. I actually saw him up yesterday and I know he's been drinking water...but it's still not like before...He really is acting like an old man...
5:46 PM
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