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Someday Soon I'll Get It Together

I'm home from work today. I feel like absolute crap. I've been eating horribly, skipping the gym, not sleeping, and kissing strange boys! Not really, but I did kiss T the other night, and I find it funny how I always get sick when I kiss someone new. My immune system is usually pretty strong. I don't get sick easily, but I don't think I can take the direct mixing of germs or something...at least until my body builds up the right antibodies to the new saliva in my life.

I feel like this new guy T is really trying to invade my life, and I think he already has it in his head that I might be his next "one and only". How do I explain to him that I like him, that I'm having fun with him, but that I'm just not ready to "move ahead". I'm pretty sure that he' not a "future prospect". He's just fun for now...for the moment...to keep me from feeling too lonely. I already tried giving him the whole speech about not knowing what I want, or where I'm going, or what in the hell my priorities are. I guess he didn't get it. He was talking about something going on next year in the summer, and it was inferred that I would be there too...um...I don't know if that's happening. It's a little scary.

I WILL NOT skip one day of class this week. I have a huge project due, a test, and a very large review that I need to attend for a test next week. Time to catch up!!! And I WILL make it to work for the rest of the week. I just need to sleep today and try to feel better.

I went shopping with Josh yesterday and bought...the world. I get stuck in the home stores like Bed, Bath, and Beyond, and it's like I can't get out. I love that stuff. So, I bought a whole bunch of stuff to make my kitchen more enjoyable. Maybe I'll cook...maybe.

I also bought two new DVD's - Snatch and Spun. And I bought the Karate Kid box set for Gabby. She loves the Karate Kid. Ok Ok Ok...I do to! "I hate this stupid bike...why can't we just go home and forget this place!!!" When my family lived in Germany we only had one American channel...AFN...so, my sister and I watched a couple of movies over and over again...The Karate Kid, Ferris Buellar's Day Off, and Dirty Dancing...I think Lethal Weapon, too. We are those annoying people that quote the movies while they're playing.

Funny how I don't feel the need to discuss the gym anymore. My new trainer is really good, and there's nothing odd about him. He's really tough. Almost tougher than Aaron the Beast, but he's not as brutal as Aaron...nor as beautiful...and of course, he's ten times better than the Wimp, so now, it's just another part of my day. Nothing exciting to tell about it. I can only discuss my pain so many times, I guess.

I keep forgetting that today is Valentine's Day. Happy Valentine's Day to everyone!!! Especially Jessica - I know you're going to have a GREAT day!!! I personally just want it to be over as soon as possible...

Why in the world am I "Little Miss Chatterbox" this morning??? I don't blog for a week, I contemplate not ever doing it again, and now I'm foaming at the mouth!!!

Comments

Jessiedc28 said…
Dude, did you drink the coffee from that Frech place again, or did you smoke crack? Love your blog though -- it's good to hear the latest. Gross about you getting sick after kissing T.
9:56 AM
Kaycee said…
Someone was saying on my bus to drink v8 with 1/2 tsp on garlic before you go to bed for at least 2 nights and presto better!
9:15 AM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
Ugh! That's not going to work for me! I hate V8! I'm feeling much better today though! Physically, anyway!
2:26 PM
Jammie J. said…
Happy belated Valentine's day. I hope you feel better soon. :) *kissy, kissy*
2:46 PM
Anonymous said…
IT sounds to me that AOC is leaving you on the back burner. Don't stand for that, just go for T and forget about AOC. It sounds like he's just not into you, sorry. I'm no relationship expert, and I really don't know your situation with AOC.
7:58 AM
Jessiedc28 said…
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12:18 PM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
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1:33 PM
Compulsive Lizzie said…
Jeanette - thank you so much for thinking of me!!! I'm so glad you had a great V-day!!!
1:34 PM
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