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One year ago today.

One year ago today, at almost this time of night, I was getting ready to go out with my semi-fiancee for a ST. Patrick's Day bash. And it turned out that was the night he told me he cheated on me. It has been one year since the. It has been exactly half the time that we were together. I didn't even think about it today untiil it was brought up. I miss him like crazy sometimes, and othher times, I'm so happy to be on my own. I'm going through a big phase of confusion and transition, but amazingly...I'm not so freaked out abou it,. Everything will work itself out at some point.

I'm trying to type on Jessica's laptop ane it's not working so well.

I'm going to take my drunk ass to bed, and wake up perky to go to Mount
Vernon. I hate laptops! Get back to you later when I can type regular!

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Unknown said…
Give Jess a hug for me! I miss you two!!! I love you-Schwenker
6:33 AM
Anonymous said…
Twas a great time seeing you!

XO,
JJ
12:03 PM
Jacq said…
It's an ironic thing when you reflect back on your life a year later. You can't believe how the time went, yet sometimes things remind you of stuff and it's like you're still in that moment.

*SIGH*
12:22 PM
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