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Out Damn Spot!

I'm trying extra hard not to focus on the negative today, which is definitely a very hard thing to do with a list of things going on like this:

1. Gabby has detention after school today. I'm no angel, but I NEVER had detention or went to the office or even had in school suspension...NOTHING!

2. Seriously, I'm not being overdramatic...and this is very hard to say...I've known my relationship with my best friend has not always been healthy....but I think I have finally realized that it might actually verbally abusive...towards me. I'm trying to sort out my boundaries and figure out where to go from here...

3. I'm not the most decisive person, but I'm not a perfectionist either...so, if you told me to pick you up some dinner from Wendy's...I would probably know basically what you like, etc. and I would just get it. If you didn't like what I got? Oh well, that's your problem. This is getting to the point that P-Dub drives me insane with his indecisiveness, perfectionism and non-leadership skills. If he goes to get food, first I get a text about what I want to drink, then I get a text about this and a text about that....when the whole point of him picking up the food was to let me chill for a second!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Just venting...

4. I think I have a Corneal Ulcer again. Meaning my contact has scratched or made a little tear on my cornea. Going to the doctor in a few minutes to have it checked out. This is pretty serious and can make someone blind. The last and first time I had one...the doctor opened up the office every morning over Thanksgiving for me to come in....it was that or be hospitalized. Ugh.

5. I have to pick Gabby up from detention at 5. I don't get off work till 4:45...I will just barely make it...if I do at all, but nope....there's no hope that I will be allowed to leave even 5 minutes early today...even though I've done 37 minutes of over time this pay period.

So....I'm going to focus on different things...like:

1. Nothing, and I mean NOTHING, except some free movies tickets, was taken from my purse when my car was broken into! Woo Hoo! No standing in lines trying to get a new driver's license, etc.

2. My friend Becky has taken the most beautiful pictures of our pregnant friend Joy that I will post later.

3. It's almost a 3 day weekend!!!

Oh...and because Gabby's getting harder to control...she has punishment coming her way...called work! I was going to send her to her dad's for the month of June so I would save daycare money, but there are too many bad influcences there...so, it looks like she'll be staying with my mom during the weeks and going to work with her everyday! To Work! Having to get up at 6am! On her summer vacation! This actually makes me happy! Kind of sick, huh?

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