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Not Giving Up!

I gained 8lbs on my trip to visit Jess in VA, but since I've been home I've been able to take off 6 of those pounds so far. This weekend, Andrea and I played tennis for like 2 hours on Saturday and for an hour on Sunday with Gabby. Yesterday I did weights and cardio at the gym. Plus I have been eating really well. I am determined to lose 20lbs by my birthday at the end of June! Wish me luck! Or...wish some will power on me!!!

I've been going out A LOT lately. Which, probably isn't all that great for me, and I have been feeling really guilty about it. But, not anymore. The only people who really judge me or have the disappointed look are people who got to go out a lot when they were in their early 20's. But, I didn't. I had a newborn. And I was a really great, stay at home mom for those early years. And now...I'd like some time.

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Jessiedc28 said…
It's May 1 and you've not blogged!

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