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You're going to hate me...

...but I just don't have the time when I sit here at my parent's house to get everything down in detail...so, you're just going to have to live with the general. So...JC and I had talked a couple of weeks ago, and we set up this "lunch date" for this past Sunday to talk about things. By the end of last week, we decided that I would go out with Andrea to the karoke bar, and we would just be "cordial", and in a social setting, and whatever else...anyway...because I don't have much time, the gist is that Friday was awkward and a little drama filled, but we both had fun even though we only said hello to each other. We hung out again in a social setting on Saturday night, we had lunch on Sunday, and we ended up going out with Fern the Caveman and some other people to a gay bar. All is agreed that it was a most awesome weekend, but that tends to be our problem...awesome weekends...letting all that tension say more than it should...anyway...Things have been said, and right now, all I can say is that things are moving forward...in a friend way, in a romantic way...doesn't matter which way because I just don't know...but forward on with whatever may come...The important thing is to keep my head about me, and maybe not be so nice.

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Jacq said…
Elizabeth, STOP being so hard on yourself! You have to do what's best for you to do. Whatever happens in this situation, whichever way it goes, maybe you'll have some peace knowing that and JC are able to discuss what happened between you. Maybe you'll get back together and maybe you won't. Only time will tell.
8:01 AM
Jessiedc28 said…
You need to get a computer.

Love,
Jess
8:35 AM
The Blonde Hurricane said…
Just put yourself first this time and see where it goes. I always think talking is good, so that's a positive thing. Just go into this in a way where you're looking out for yourself...

Glad you're back! I've missed reading you!
2:10 PM
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